Back to the future

After reading Jenny's post, i went back to my msn space too xD
and this is what i found...

30 October 2006

recentli, i've been reali lookin forward to goin into uni. i duno, uni life jus seems so much more appealing n enjoyable. sum ppl r 'good at' high schooling...cos they know where they stand in that world. but me...i welcome change...i wanna start anew - again. hopefullik this time, with less commitment in one way and hopefulli more committment in another, i will have a better life in uni. in uni, there's less interaction with the same grp of ppl...well if it's a grp of ppl ur not toalli comfy with then it's hel...that's wat i meant by there's less committment. yet, i would like to think that i would b able to find a companion in whom i can confide and trust, thus the more committment. i jus wanna find a home to return to each time. buh of course, if i find one before my uni life starts, then bring it on! i'll love it, as long as it helps me mature in the Lord too, like a Christian companion who can support me now onli with comfort n all buh with the Lord's love, and me being able to do the same for him/her.
so yeh...sum ppl r scared of leavin high school cos they enter the 'big world' and u gotta find ur feet and where u stand, all over agn. buh guess wat, i'll embrace it.

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yesh obviously i don't feel that way anymore. i'm like totally at the other end of the spectrum BUT it's evidence of how finding really greaaly good friends like YOUZ can alter my perspectives completely!

comments to the entry:

violet-wish
22 January 5:48 PM
(http://violet-illusion.spaces.live.com/)Hey! Soo I'm reading this...like 3 months too late but anyway =P.
Uni!! I want it too. Although considering that we go to the school that we go to and a majority of students get into the 2 major universities in Sydney it would be kind of hard to break free because many people are interested in the same subjects and it may end up being that you just stick to the group you know in tbe beginning because you don't know anyone, and then stay that way because it becomes a habit, and eventually all the plans for freedom and new adventures collapse. Not that I'm saying that's gonna happen. I hope it doesn't. It just might. But look on the bright side =D

``kate_«
09 December 6:26 PM
(http://deanGEYERisSOhawt.spaces.live.com/)"yehh i've bin havin plans to make sum melodies..."

AHAHA XDXD

bubbai =]

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*sighz* seriously don't want to graduate...

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[5:08:25 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: i was thinkin abt when i was in yr 7
[5:08:37 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: and when the yr 12s were in the farewell assembly
[5:08:49 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: and how everyone went onto the stage and cried
[5:08:52 PM] in ghost col: yeah i know
[5:08:57 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: and videotaped
[5:09:05 PM] in ghost col: lmao i'm gonna cry my eyes out
[5:09:08 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: omg
[5:09:11 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: i'm scared i wont' cry
[5:09:14 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: :'(
[5:09:20 PM] in ghost col: LOL
[5:09:21 PM] in ghost col: scared you won't cry? xD
[5:09:47 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: cos it's a once in a life time experience ><
[5:10:10 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: it's our last day together as st george girls yr 12
[5:10:16 PM] in ghost col: dude
[5:10:18 PM] in ghost col: T_T
[5:10:19 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: yikes we won't most of the ppl
[5:10:25 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: ever again
[5:10:26 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: see*
[5:10:35 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: wekll there's the formal
[5:10:42 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: buh still not everone sees everyone at the formal
[5:10:57 PM] in ghost col: dw you will cry
[5:11:05 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: and i'm gna miss mr morris and his sense of humour
[5:11:06 PM] in ghost col: i'll make you >=]
[5:11:06 PM] in ghost col: haha jk
[5:11:24 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: and ms derry for her sarcastic humour xD
[5:11:38 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: and *blank*
[5:11:42 PM] in ghost col: but it's kinda a chain reaction
[5:11:43 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: rofl i don't like any of my othe rteachers hahahaha
[5:11:46 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: nahhhh
[5:11:59 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: ms brown...well i don't have a "bond" with her
[5:12:07 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: but she's coool
[5:12:31 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: and i guess i'll miss ms zoupanties too cos i like her buh then again she'll probz keep haunting us xD
[5:13:11 PM] in ghost col: omg stop
[5:13:24 PM] in ghost col: lol T_T
[5:13:30 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: there won't be a tiem when we'll all see
each other everday ever again
[5:13:56 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: or spend as much time with each other as a
group ever again
[5:14:06 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: we dont' have lunches in our "turf" everyday
[5:14:10 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: on*
[5:14:38 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: we won't have the study to camera whore or
paint gradients in
[5:14:55 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: we can't bring lunches ot cakes to schoool
cos there won't be a fridge ot microwave
[5:15:19 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: getting from one side of the school to the
other will never be as shor tanymore
[5:15:20 PM] in ghost col: omg you can seriously stop now
[5:15:20 PM] in ghost col: xD
[5:15:25 PM] in ghost col: LOL
[5:15:31 PM] in ghost col: i bet that's the part you will hate most
[5:15:32 PM] in ghost col: hahahahaha
[5:15:37 PM] in ghost col: stairs at unsw
[5:15:37 PM] in ghost col: xD
[5:15:38 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: and i'll hafta buy so many new clothes
[5:15:47 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: just so i don't hafta wear the same thing ev eryday
[5:16:34 PM] in ghost col: WOOOT!
[5:16:42 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: no mor ecanteen lines no more train tickets
to and from kogarah
[5:17:01 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: no more free transport!
[5:18:34 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: man hafta spend so much more money
[5:31:10 PM] in ghost col: thinking about the end of school +
listening to aqualung = GG =="
[5:31:25 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: oh man
[5:31:28 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: depressingg xD
[5:31:40 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: stop listening!
[5:31:46 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: man i should really thinki abt it more
[5:31:52 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: before it's over
[5:32:01 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: instead of gettin distracted by oth
[5:32:01 PM] in ghost col: lol
[5:32:02 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: ><
[5:32:11 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: i will reesume my thoughts when i finish
[5:32:14 PM] in ghost col: there's lots of time to think
[5:32:19 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: not tha tmuch
[5:32:22 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: so little time so much to do
[5:32:26 PM] in ghost col: yeah that's what i was just thinking LOL
[5:32:34 PM] in ghost col: guess what
[5:32:36 PM] in ghost col: i'm gonna start
[5:32:38 PM] in ghost col: work
[5:32:38 PM] in ghost col: right now
[5:32:39 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: gotta think, chat, play, OMG gotta play
bball before we leave!!!! :'(
[5:32:46 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: and do work/prepare for hsc
[5:32:47 PM] in ghost col: pft bball?
[5:32:48 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: yikes
[5:32:52 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: yeahhh
[5:32:56 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: bball!
[5:33:06 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: and we hafta walk around the WHOLE SCHOOL
[5:33:17 PM] in ghost col: LOL YOU UP FOR IT MEL?
[5:33:21 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: i havent' been to hockey field for like
half a year
[5:33:25 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: omg so mmeann
[5:33:25 PM] in ghost col: and take heaps and heaps of photos
[5:33:28 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: yeahh
[5:33:32 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: omg i'm bringin g camera 2mr
[5:33:41 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: of our BROWN grass
[5:33:46 PM] in ghost col: okay tell everybody to wear their jerseys
[5:34:10 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: we should have a pyramid
[5:34:12 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: on the seat
[5:34:16 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: a human pyramid!
[5:34:35 PM] in ghost col: rofl you can be at the bottom
[5:36:48 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: nUUuu
[5:36:51 PM] { ||=♫=|=Mir: susie is shorter than meeee

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haha we shall have more of these convos before graduation =]

let's make predictions abt uni so we can look back and laugh at ourselves!!!

something else funny i read from space:

*lil bec in the middle of a coughin fit*
Mr Allum: "i can give u a CPR.
In fact, most teachers have been trained to be able to do it"