fed up.

i am insanely bored
and unmotivated

i keep thinkin abt post hsc and abt the fact that it's only less than a week away yet it's so far out of reach and that's driving me CRAZY!
i'm going crazy abt what i can be doing in a few days that i really REALLY want to do right now
i just want to sing and have fun and compose music!!! :'( i've been waiting for SO LONG! T.TTT and i wanna spend more time at home with my parents + sis x(

and i keep thinkin abt stuff from the past which is irritating and depressing
i'm irritated that i keep bouncing between the past and the future but never concentrating on the present, i.e. the HSC that i haven't finished!?!??!

and i'm so annoyed that i don't care that i don't know anything for my next 5 hsc exams

and i'm fed up abt how i can't finish my lunch
yet again...
rofl how ironic...fed up...><"
it's my favourite fishballs too! with rice noodles
*SIGH*

what have i become :'(

on a brighter note...i've been listening to Carolina Liar's album on repeat and i quite like it =]
- when you are near
- done stealin'
- coming to terms
- i'm not over
are what i like the best =]

gahh...maths...

E>

/edit: did i mention that i'm capped!?
far out i can't do anything...and i just sit here waiting for stuff to load and it's wasting my time even more! x(

and i've been singing for most of today xD *sighz*